Coffee, coffee, coffee....

Britney
Anyone get the Lorelei Gilmore reference? So I found out I was pregnant right before 4 weeks (I just knew) and due to 2 miscarriages, I COMPLETELY cut out caffeine which pretty much my main diet, like being pumped through my veins via iv I swear. Anywho, today (13 weeks 6 days) I begged my hubby to pick up a half decaf/half regular coffee from Mc Donalds because I just haven't been sleeping and honestly I just can't take it anymore. I love love love coffee. (Don't worry, I love my baby more I swear!) I'm halfway through the cup and I feel horribly guilty. I know they say it's ok to have 200mg of caffeine daily but is anyone else like this? Do you feel bad for having it? Maybe this is just me with caffeine after 4 months lol. PS my little 4 yo "Rory" is thoroughly enjoying sips of my coffee also! Little stinker!