Eventually it will

So for all of us TTC. I know I have been thinking about everything from how I will tell DH. To how well tell our daughter then family. And names and nursery ideas. But one thing I keep thinking about is labor. I never went into labor with our daughter I was induced and told I was getting a epidural. When baby #2 decides to make a grand debut I have been thinking about drug free. Am I crazy?? I know many women do it but I keep thinking can I?? I cry with a paper cut. Lol