Boyfriend and Sex while Pregnant

Natalie • 23 years of age m/ Feb 15 blessing due Jan 2016👣
Well last night my boyfriend wanted to have sex but I wasn't feeling it and plus I'm just so scared and nervous of losing my baby it's ridiculous. I was pregnant with my first child about 2 months ago I found out February 18th and miscarried the next week to the exact day on the 25th. I really took a toll out on me because we tried for so long and it had finally happened. Well that morning once again I did not wanna have sex but to keep my man happy I did so anyway and that is when he says bae why does it look like i knocked your period on. There it was I was spotting... I prayed and prayed it wasn't so but it was. I went to the health department to get a pregnancy test it was negative and so was the hospitals by that time they couldn't even detect a pregnancy as they say. The bleeding became heavier and I sat in the hospital about all day. Bleed for a whole week blood clots and all it hurt me so badly. So I just found out on the 19th of last month that I am pregnant again now at 6 weeks and 3days and I am so afraid to have sex and the same actions reoccur. Well we have had sex during this pregnancy but I will only allow the tip and it half way in, but last night I wasn't up to it. It would of been the third time since finding out that we had sex and to mention last time it was the third time during pregnancy when I miscarried so I'm just nervous. Well he gets mad and leaves the room slams the door and comes to lay in the living room on the couch. I come in and say so your mad he says what is there to be mad about i said obviously its something cause your out here and I go back to the room well. He sleeps on the couch all night and I'm in the room in my feelings and feelings hurt because of it. Wake up this morning and he is still mad doesn't even kiss me before leaving for work I say really he comes back and gives me one peck to mention we always do a three kiss thing. How do I explain to him and get him yo understand. I just don't know. I feel he is being selfish and is only thinking about self and not the health of our child. I ask him to wait at least til the 9th which is my first appointment and he acts like he cant even do that...what do i do??? How do I let him know? I don't want him to run out on me and find it else where but he also knows how to use his hand. He is a sex addict it seems sometimes and i just don't be in the mood any more....Help!!!!