I need support 😢

Nikki • Self employed artist- married to the love of my life on 3/24/12-- ttc since August 2014 ***Baby O'Hung due 8/10/16***
Help! My DH and I have been ttc since August 2014. No luck. 
In February '15 I started getting mid-cycle spotting (which I've never had before). After a sonogram and a trans-vaginal ultrasound, my GYN said she couldn't find anything. 
Last week we finally decided to go to a fertility specialist and get us both checked out. Turns out I most likely have PCOS and possibly a uterine polyp! I'm so angry that it took me this long to figure out why we haven't been able to conceive yet. 
We want children so bad it hurts. Every time I see a mother with her young children complaining how tough her life is b/c she has kids I get so sad and hurt. I'd sell my soul to the devil himself to get just 5 minutes of that life! 
What the f**k is wrong with me?!?!?!?