Feeling hopeless... hating life

Stephy
Ever since I got pregnant everything has gone wrong.. I was engaged to the man of my dreams.. Everything was good finically then I got pregnant ... My man lost his job.. We got evicted.. Moved in with his mom.. Then with my tax money I was able to get us a new apartment .. Things were looking up. 
Then Steven(daddy) started doing meth... And being so mean and unreliable. Got and lost another job. So at 30 weeks I started waitressing. I'm 36 weeks now and have felt like shit every day from morning sickness to pinched nerves now diabetes! I can't catch a break.. I just wanna give up! I've been sick for a month now cuz I can't seem to find time to rest and recover ..... Stressed.