Hurting

A guy started flirting with me today...I almost gave him my number...and then I realized the reason I liked him. He reminded me of how me and my ex used to be...

Does it ever stop hurting? Will I ever not miss him...miss "us"? He was my very best friend and the love of my life for 2 years. I still roll over in the middle of the night to cuddle him only to remember we're not together anymore. He does the same with me; going to grab my hand or tickle me only to pull away suddenly.

It's hard trying to move on while he's still right there in front of me...

I need my own place soon.