Anyone else dealing with chemical pregnancies?!

Andrea
I have now had two. My son is almost 14 months old and we have been trying for a second since December... I got pregnant then had a chemical pregnancy. Lost it within a few days after getting positive test. Then just this past cycle I found out on my 30 th birthday that we were again finally. I even had a blood test to confirm I was, again after a few days I lost it and blood test confirmed that I did. I'm just getting so frustrated and not understanding it. I had my son.... I just want him to have a sibling. 😔.