SO just revealed some disturbing news

Okay back in March, my boyfriend just up and disappeared for a day or two. Come to find out, he was in a mental hospital for an altercation with his sister (so I thought). While that was part of the reason, the truth behind his admission was because he tried to commit suicide, not once but four times that night. His family didn't even bother to tell me anything,completely left in the dark. I know he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, but suicidal? He begged the doctors to have him permanently stay. What about me? I wasn't worth coming home to? At the time I was pregnant, miscarried on Easter, confirmed that following Monday. He knew there was a possibility I was pregnant, we was and still actively trying. Lied to protect me? From what? You tried to leave me and put yourself away. Now I'm starting to question if he truly loved me up until now.