Just need some advice...

I met the love of my life at my best friends wedding and moved across the country for him. I love him more than anything and he loves me. We have talked about marriage and kids and we noth want the same things. We only differ on when we want these things. I was told at 18 that I will probably have trouble conceiving if I wait dure to scar tissue on one of my ovaries from multiple cyst removals. I have a stable career and have mentally been ready for kids for over a year. My BF wants to wait until we are married. I stopped my BC about three months ago but he is pulling out. He drops hints about wanting a baby but then says the complete opposite. I'm so confused. HELP!