Horrid dreams.

Mommy to Kai

I'm no sure if any of this really applies to pregnancy and we are TTC in the middle of our TWW but I need it off my mind

Last night I slept so hard I usually toss and turn but last night was just still. My dreams were insane... first one was about this place I had been before it looked familiar but I really couldn't tell you where it was. And I'd walk past a mirror I wouldn't be there...

Second dream was my grandpa's house, he remodeled the inside and it looked great until I start looking around to find my old room hadn't been touched and my cat was locked up in there dying..

Third dream... I was out with a couple their Son my husband and our daughter. We went to this like kiddy pool thing but it was in the ocean (we live in florida) and my daughter was swimming in the water or so we thought. We saw all sorts of fish, sharks, eels and sting rays... I started hearing screaming and realized I had lost sight of my daughter. I turned around and she was under water completely naked and not moving. I couldn't get to her for whatever reason. Finally help came and I ran into a corner to hide my face from seeing her (yeah out of nowhere there's wall in the middle of the ocean???) They turned me around and handed her to me and she was in like a cement like block not breathing so I threw the cement against the ground and it broke and underneath was my BABY daughter not my toddler but her as a baby. She was alive but really deformed...

I can't handle any more terrifying dreams.. I woke up shaking dizzy and near puking from not being able to catch my breath.. has anyone else dealt with this??? I set up a therapy session for this afternoon because it's bothering me that bad...