Ugh :(

I honestly thought ttc was the hardest and worst part of having a baby but now realize once you get that bfp it's a whole new level of worry and anxiety! I am so worried about everything. I tell myself, after I get past the chance of having a chemical I won't worry, than I worry about misscarriage, now I'm worrying about my hcg levels being too high and meaning DS. I just wish I could relax and enjoy being pregnant but I can't and it sucks :(