Scared to have sex!!!!

Malika • This is my 1st baby and we are so excited.

I've had 2 miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy in the past...I'm 6weeks+1 day and I'm terrified of having sex with my boyfriend. The last time it didn't hurt but it felt weird. This may be TMI but his penis is very large in length and width. I know the baby is protected but I don't go to the doctor until next week and I'm horny as hell.

Is it safe or should we wait until after we meet with the doctor? Thanks in advance, any advice would be helpful.