Deep down I'm hurting.
Thank you to anyone that actually takes the time to read this and understand.
I'm a senior. I was dating this guy for about 6 months when he became mentally and emotionally abusive. Before this, he was cheating.. I found him texting a girl and calling her hot and a bunch of other things. We worked through it. After he became abhsive, we dated for about 8 more months and then broke up. I tried to leave a few times but kept getting pulled back into the cycle. Anyway, when we broke up I was pregnant. He ended up trying to run me off the road and calling me names like "stupid bitch" "cunt" "whore" "slut" etc. he used me. He owes me a lot of money too. Whenever we fight he lies and says stupid shit like "getting laid gtg" or "I have what I want beside me" but it's clearly him trying to make me mad. He also lied about literally everything while we were together. Anyways after a month of being apart (we still texted for the baby).. We both dated a different person.. He came back (after that month) and wanted to be here for the baby and I yet he told me to drink it away and abort it earlier. He started with all this love crap. And I fell for it. We got back together for a couple more weeks. He said he was here for me and not the baby. But when I lost it, he became distant. My mom said it was a good thing because he can't even take care of himself and she said I'm not allowed to contact him. Obviously I still was until tonight. I told him I just want my money and to leave me alone. I don't think I ll get it though. Idk. I'm just really sad. I miss who he was a long time ago and I want that back. He doesn't even care what he's done to me. And I feel like I won't ever have love again. Also, it hurts that my baby left because of him. The doctors think it may have had a little to do with stress but they can't prove it. I just feel so lost and alone.
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