The past few days have been really hard for me. My brother, who has literally been my right side for 19 years, is shipping off to basic. I'm proud of his decisions, but I feel as if a piece of myself is leaving. I've had to be the "strong one" put of everyone he's leaving behind, because I had to reassure him we'd be okay, and that he can do it. It's been really hard to keep my emotions in check to.begin with, and now I feel like everyone is coming against me. We get home from leaving him at the airport and I lay down because I wasn't feeling all to well, and it's as if the world is ending. And now I was trying to find something to make for dinner for everyone, and my mother jumps all over me.. It was everything I could do not to burst into tears. Needless to say now the only people that are going to eat what I'm making for dinner is my dad and I, considering my mom and SIL left, and I.started crying because my dad asked me if it be easier to just heat up rice that is in the fridge..

I guess being 26weeks pregnant has made me over sensitive..