A year ago today I lost my first pregnancy. I was only 5 weeks but we had been TTC and were so excited to have got our positive tests. We already started to imagine a whole new life and all the things we would teach our little one. It was heartbreaking to have is all taken away so easily. So many of you ladies have been through this on here..some have had much later experiences, stillbirths, neonatal deaths etc...it's so heartbreaking and I think about everyone who goes through this and hope you all find the strength to keep going and be positive because things will always get easier and you can still be happy. Now here I sit a year later with my sleeping almost 11week old daughter right beside me. I conceived again the following month. And although I was much more nervous throughout the pregnancy, she arrived two weeks late and is a happy cheeky little girl.