My husband works every other weekend. 12 days on, 2 days off. He also works night shift. I normally work days and every weekend, but I'm in between jobs so I'm off until Monday.

My husband and I do the same thing ever other weekend- go eat, watch a movie at th galleria, and walk around the mall.

I told him that this weekend, I want to go swimming at the lake. I woke up early, got our stuff ready. He promosed me to do. This on wednesday.

Today He said that he'd rather go watch a Jurassic World. I said that that was our Fathers Day gift to my dad and I don't want to see it without him.

So he said he wanted to take a nap. He's been asleep for three hours now and said he doesn't want to go anywhere. Just sleep.

Im so aggravated. I just want time with him and I feel like were in a rut. I feel like he doesn't care how I feel, and when I talk to him abouy it, he says that we don't have any problems.

I know hes tired, but we spend the day together every other Saturday. Its not something we normally don't do.

Im so tired of feeling lonely