Got my period yesterday. My last period was 4/28. I was 3 weeks late. I feel defeated. I feel defective. Then today my younger sister called to tell me she's dilated and her doctor expects for her to go into labor by this weekend. It's her second baby. So now I have to put a smile on my face and act like nothing is wrong when I'm dying on the inside. My family never ever asks me how I'm handing this. My family just sees that I'm not pregnant. This was my 5th <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>, my second one post surgery. We have to use donor sperm d/t male factors but I had good samples. I see my doctor again saturday. I need a game plan. I'm taking a month off to emotionally and mentally and financially recover. I just feel so alone because I feel bad venting to my husband because he feels like this is all his fault. I'm lost.