In need of success stories! Please!

Chelsea🌞 • TTC our Rainbow Baby!
I have been ttc for 2 years now with no luck! I had very irregular periods. We got pregnant once but ended in mc. Im currently taking maca root and vitex and thinking about adding geritol. I finally got my cycles to 41 days and as of today I'm three days late. I'm too terrified to test. Not sure I can handle seeing another bfn! Any suggestions? Even just a prayer at this point would be much appreciated. Thanks!