My husband n i have been ttc for over two years now and I'm just exhausted n just feel like this is never going to happen... we started seeing a fertility specialist this February n he's really positive about things but i just hate the disappointment each month.... i always get my hopes up when I'm a few days late no matter how much i tell myself not to i just can't help it and it's always such a huge let down.... i just want this so bad but at the same time I'm over it not happening for me yet.... duis anyone else feel this way? ??