I do stupid things not listen to her advice which I do listen. When she wants me to do something I do it but to me it feels like I'm still letting her down she's the love of my life. If it wasn't for her I really wouldn't be where I'm at now I want to let her know how much she means to me. I go to bed thinking about her and think about her when I'm at work. And I know I proposed to her I just want her to know I love her with all my heart.