My First BFN

My apologies to you ladies who have been trying longer, but I just feel really down and don't have any close girls to talk to so here it goes.

My husband and I have been TTC since March this year. We bought pre seed this last month and used it when we were pretty sure my ovulation time was. I had "symptoms" for a while. AF is due in another three days. It's father's day, so what did I do? I figured maybe I can surprise him! I took an hpt. It was most definitely a BFN. I love my husband so much it hurts sometimes and our four year anniversary is June 25. I have wanted kids since we started dating at the age of 19. I just knew he was the one. I know it's only been a short while, but dang, this really blows. I'm not sure, I might try to get rid of the app and Facebook as maybe it's stressing me out too much. I love the support, but maybe I'm trying to hard.

Thank you for your time.