Crappy relationship with my dad

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When my parents first got divorced me and him were really close we did stuff together all the time. But then get remarried. She is al he cares about now. I'm totally on the back burner. She is in total control of my dads company now and his money. He literally says nothing even when she drops $100s when my dad hasn't paid child support in 5 months. My step mom pushes me off as I'm in the way. She actually says I'm in the way. My dads company is run from our house and the workers kids come with them. They get to play in my room according to my step mom. I don't even have a bed here I have a sleeping bag in the floor. My step sister who I share a room with was told by my dad to share the closet with me but my step mom took my side. She came into my room and told me to move my things into the corner of the room before morning so I'm not in the kids way. I also use the couch and love seat to the block the kids from getting into my things bc they always do. She told me I'm not allowed to do that again bc it only makes them want to climb over but they don't they stay away from my things when I do that. I've told my dad how I feel and she doesn't care. She also sells prescription pills from our house. I never told my mom that bc my mom wouldn't let me come see my dad if she knew. I want to be close to my dad again but with my step mom that can't happen. I've gone through crying myself to sleep bc I thought my dad didn't love me any more since he barely talks to me now.