Upset, bummed, ashamed, etc... 😕

Tabitha
I've had a lot of issues with my weight and self esteem practically since I was 8 years old and it's getting worse. Before I found out I was pregnant I weighed a constant 130lbs. I had my routine 2 week check up with my OB and the scale said 188, 2 weeks ago it was 178 and 2 weeks before that it was 160 something... I don't eat a whole lot, how in the world do I pack on 10+ lbs every 2 weeks???!!!😭😭 I've been down on myself for gaining practically 50 pounds, how can I stop all of the crazy weight gain? (My glucose test came back negative, so no GD.) Someone please help me! 😕😭