Think i wanna get out

My s.o and I have been seeing each other for almost 2yr, I end up got pregnant for him cause he say he want me to have his first child but from i gotten pregnant he started hitting me.

Start having problems and I end up having an incomplete mc cause my cervix was not close....I had the miscarriage in April 17 I haven't done a d.c cause they say I bleed out the baby i didn't say anything to him not even today cause I love him ....I look behind all what he done to be and trying to be strong but nothing been changing

I am here trying my best to conceive for a rainbow baby but he seems as if he don't care....he think I am still pregnant but deep down into me I know I been hurting him cause I don't say anything to him

But he keep hitting me I can't take it no more I never see my father lay his on pon my mother..

I love him but he seems like he has no love for me...