Going on month 5 to ttc now. It will be harder this month too with my husband only being home for one night a week. I hope it happens for us soon. I know we haven't been trying long, but I just see so many people close to me falling pregnant straight away! 

My best friend decided to start trying with a guy she's been casually dating for three months, just 3 days before her peak ovulation time was to start. She fell pregnant first go. While I am genuinely happy for her, I just feel so much frustration that I haven't got my bfp, neither has my other best friend whose been trying for 8 months. It's disappointing. My pregnant friend is also 70-80kgs over weight, was told she should lose weight otherwise she wouldn't be able to walk in 5 years and she was told she had pcos... How is it possible? I'm also worried about the life her and her baby will have with her current health issues, the father of the child among other things. I know she will be a good mother, I just don't think it's going to be as easy as she thinks. I don't know if I am thinking or feeling these things because I am jealous?

 I just told her I got my period and all she said was 'well, it's probably for the best with your husband starting his new job,' and went on to talk about her pregnancy. I know she's happy and this is exciting for her, I am happy for her, but a little acknowledgment my situation wouldn't hurt. She just says it'll happen. I know this, but I guess she doesn't understand because she fell first go. I know it's wrong to be feeling like this, but I just can't help it! Any advice or suggestions to assist with my sanity before I say something I don't mean because I am upset!