Epidural vs no epidural

💜Danielle💜 • Mommy to one and one on the way. Wife to a great man!💙
Epidural vs No Epidural.
With my 1st I did have the epidural. I hated what it did to me! I was unable to hold my baby due to being weak and passing out. I had to rest. I felt sick. With this one I'm really wanting to try no drugs. I know it's a painful experience but I'm really wanting to do this. I'm not planning on telling anyone because with my 1st I had no support with it and was told I couldn't do it so I did end up getting one. 
Did you give birth without and epidural, how did it go for you?