I recently lost a lot of weight and I have a past of eating disorders. I know I lost weight when I was doing the p90x challenge. But I thought looked good. Even though my fiancé was telling me how skinny I looked and saying I needed to gain weight I was just thinking he was dramatic cause he's an ass man and my ass wasn't as big. But now everyone in my family is calling and saying that I look sick and way to skinny. And everyone is asking did You out in weight get. What am I supposed to do I need to start working out again so I down just gain all the fat back I want to gain the muscle when i do gain weight so it at least looks good still. I honestly don't think I look that bad. Maybe it's the eating disorder coming out in me idk