Will sex ever be the same?!

I hear some (lucky) women find sex to be better postpartum, but that is certainly not the case for me. I am currently 16 weeks pp, had sex maybe...I don't know not a lot..maybe 7 times now? And each time I'm hoping my vaginal area will be back the same before baby (or close to it), but sex still hurts and is NOT comfortable! 😨 My husband has to go really slow, and can't go super deep. The whole time I can't even really enjoy myself or get my head in the mood because all I'm thinking about is whether the next "move" will cause discomfort😓. It's all super lame!!! My poor husband is being great about it, but how boring is it to do missionary, really slow, and not too deep?! Will sex ever be good for us again???! 😱