Hello fellow mothers out there. Well subutex is  a medication that is so new which makes it so frustrating for moms like me who find few people to relate to. My story: I have a girl 5 in oct. my chunky son 2 in nov. this is my third will be due feb 4 , 2016. After my son, i fell into a severe postpartum depression, i had a infected csection which bursted open as i bled entirely my queen size bed while i breast fed my newborn, was told i was going to have a heart attack, pulmonary embolism or stroke at any time if i didnt start my coumadin, i was very alone, my husband worked in los angeles and stayed there to work while i live in central valley ca. I was in severe pain from my harsh birth. None of those are excuses, but reasons why i found a way to cope. So i fell into opioid addiction, you know, vicodin, tramadols, you name it. So i fell into that misery for about 1 yr. here came 2015 & I got help. I couldnt do it any more!! I found a great doctor who really did want to help for my own best interest. He passed away as soon as my next visit was due, he was going to show me how to taper off this medicine once i was ready. Found a new dr. Horrible dr. He is a cannibis/internal med dr.