So I find out the gender of my baby in one week I'll be 20w 4d and I'm so nervous to find out just thinking about going to my ultrasound is over whelming for me. I think it is because I want a little boy so bad and I do having a feeling that it is a boy but I'm terrified that the word girl is going to come out of the techs mouth. I don't know how to handle it if it is a girl. Did anyone else feel this way? I know I'll love my baby no matter what the gender but I'm scared if it is a girl I won't feel as connected to the pregnancy as I do now. Need some advice on how to handle the day of the ultrasound I'm going to be so nervous I'll probably have a panic attack ( I have extreme anxiety my doctor diagnosed me with it but I can't take my prescribed medicine due to being pregnant) Some one give me some advice please!!!😖😖😖