Baby dust!

I never thought I would be depressed that I havent conceived. I know many woman have gone years without a baby. Lately I have just been down about trying. I had a miscarriage last month and that was hard. Its only been 8 months but it still sucks =[ it got even worse when I saw my sister in law with her baby girl whose only 2 months old. Me and my fiance just stared at each other...later he tells me...I want a baby so bad lol. It was sweet that he wants one just as bad as I do. I just wish it would happen already. I don't even get excited for tests anymore since I keep getting bfn. All the time =[ I just need some baby dust! Please. Like I said I know there are woman who have been waiting for their sweet bfp for much longer than me. I'm just expressing my feelings.