So, the father of my soon-to-be baby and I have gone from dating to not dating and me questioning everything I am and do. We weren't trying to get pregnant and when I initially told him he responded with information about abortion. Once he realized I was keeping the baby because I can personally never justify an unnecessary abortion he then began with adoption options. Telling me it won't be easy, but he would be there for me every step of the way. I couldn't justify giving up a child I can care for. We had this conversation when we first met as a "what if" and we were, or so I thought, on the same page of neither of those would happen. Well, here we are 2 months before I am due and he often tells me it was my choice to keep the baby, so I have to do it alone. Financially, he is willing to help, but beyond that it's all my fault and I must figure it out alone. When he asks how I feel it's never okay. For instance, if I am happy about something I get "cool" or "ok" or even "kk" sometimes. When I am having a down day and I'm angry at him for leaving me to raise the baby alone and go through pregnancy and it's difficulties alone I am a "selfish bitch", "cunt", "selfish" and whatever else. This also implies if I become short and say "fine", "okay" or anything of that sort. I just feel stuck I guess. I know none of it is right, but we work with one another and so, it's not like I can easily cut all ties because I won't be able to afford life if I were to try to leave. I guess I am asking what do I do? Other than the obvious I don't deserve that because I know that, but I'm definitely not an eye for an eye type of person (which is my downfall, usually).