Am I an awful person and mommy for thinking I should just wait until after my fist Dr appointment to quite smoking.

The stress of the unknown and the symptoms the nausea upset tummy and gitters have me wanting to smoke even more and trying not to is stressing me out even more are everyone keeps telling me that stress is the worst thing you can do.

I'm about to just say oh well I'll smoke lightly until the 29th and then I can see my little bean and know everything is going perfect so far. Then I'll quit. It's that awful ???