Finally starting to feel excited!

J
After a miscarriage at 5+5 almost 2 years ago, I am 10+3 pregnant! Every appointment makes me nervous and I do/did have 2 small bleeds that showed up on us 2 weeks ago. I had spotting for 2 weeks and a UTI. I'm finally to the point where I can feel excited! We got to hear our baby's heartbeat on Doppler today! What a miracle!
For those of you further along after a loss, does the anxiousness ever go away?