Looking for support. Feeling really self conscious because of a mommy apron that never went away.

Bonnie • Been a single mom for 14 years then fate decided to put a wonderful fella in our lives. Life`s got quite the curveball.
Any other moms out there going threw this? I just want to feel beautiful but there are so many variables getting the way making me feel not so lovely. I can't seem to stop thinking about what my preggy belly will look like with my remains mommy apron. Could use some support. Thanks in advance :)