I have little hope. Are the odds against me?

We've only been trying for four months now but recently I found out that with my husband having a varicose vein on his testicles it can cause fertility issues. Me being insulin resistant(I had pcos, lost 50 pounds) can also cause fertility issues. I need some uplifting and I have no one to talk to about this stuff. I know 4 months is a short time compared to most of you ladies out there but I just feel like the odds are against me and it sucks... I just have to say that I admire every single one of you ladies for being strong for so long!

You are more than welcome to vent about anything you want. I feel that venting is a healthy procedure.