I've been with my SO for 10 months now, he's the most amazing person I have ever met, he's supportive and encourages me through everything i want to do. I have never been to the doctors about my anxiety but i think its that time. This year i met my SO, started my first year of college, moved in with my SO.. For me, these are all extremely big steps for me. Last week I started my period, but I was way more emotional than usual, and then I start doubting how much my SO loves me, and then i start thinking that he's just with me because he doesnt want to be alone, and he sees theres something wrong and tries to talk to me and then he gets frustrated because i'm affraid to say the wrong thing and he leaves me. I know that my emotion are hard to deal with, my anxiety makes me irrational and i hate how i am sometimes with him, he stormed off and slammed the door, i kept it together for 2 minutes and walked into the room, cried and i couldnt stop appologizing.. I just really need help, I need somebody to give me advise..