Had a positve test Sunday.

Had blood drawn Monday for a confirmation, don't get the results until Wednesday at 9:30 am for my next appointment.

Taken 6 different kinds of HPT'S since then, including FRER and all BFN.

I get 1-4 periods a year...if I am lucky. OB thinks PCOS, family doctor thinks it is just how my body is. Had hormone and blood sugar and ovulation tests done and all is fine and good.

Glow frustrates me sometimes....because people get regular periods and have temps, OPK's, and menstrual cycles they can use. I can't. Temps are all over the map, OPK's positve for almost a month or not for 3 months.

There is no help for anyone like me. My doctors and nurses at my OB always help ease my mind. They tell me the truth and give sound medical confirmation of my frustration.

But the frustration I have now is aimed at the positive test. It was clearly BFN. And now...nothing. I am trying to put my heart in check for if/when they tell me I am not pregnant tomorrow. I am good at not being upset until I am by myself.

I just....want confirmation. Either way. Tell me I will definitely get pregnant or never will. I will figure it out then.