Mommy's of boys !!!

Give me some words of wisdom !!! I recently found out I'm having my third boy . I'm happy he's healty and growing well but I feel like I'm not 100% happy. I know I said from the beginning saying I don't care what it is as long as it's healty. But I guess deep down inside I kinda wanted a mini me but never said it. I'll get over this rite ? Cuz I feel terrible just even thinking about it but I just need to vent. Has anyone felt this way. Btw I'm the only one in my family this has only boys my hubby's family n mines are so balance I really taught we would of had a girl.