Need to vent...

So I just found out that a girl I used to work with is pregnant... She's about 3yrs younger than me and wasn't "really trying" but wanted a baby. We've been trying for 13months now... I really do try my to stress and to "just let it happen" etc. everything that everybody tells you to do. But that shit felt like a punch in the gut... Okay I'm done... Thanks for letting me get that out! Baby dust to all you ladies! ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨