High risk #7 with 3 losses at 27weeks

Caren
So I was just wanting to vent and possibly get some buddy's for when I start to get to what I have come to refer to as my "danger zone". This makes pregnancy # 7 and all but my first (at 14 yrs old) have been bleeding with contractions at 25 weeks and either lost the babies then or was hospitalized and birthed at 27 weeks. Last pregnancy multiple ultrasounds of the placenta showed large holes, similar to Swiss cheese, and all early deliveries have shown placenta detachment. I have ITP which means my body eats it's own platelets, but they don't know why. As of today, app says im5 weeks exactly. Anyone have anything similar or anything relatable.... Even advice?