Waiting for my miscarriage :(

nicole • Have beautiful rainbow baby identical twin girls 🎀
This wait is the worst out of anytime I've ever had to wait for something. Been in and out of the clinic getting blood work done and my hcg levels weren't increasing as they were supposed to, so they checked to see if it was ectopic and they still can't see it and I'm supposed to be 9 weeks pregnant. But they told me that it's not a viable pregnancy and that this weekend I should be experiencing a miscarriage and if not then they will do another ultra sound and more blood work next week and they might have to inject me with something to terminate the pregnancy. I was beyond the happiest person when I found out in pregnant and now I feel like everything is crashing down on me. My heart is crushed and in a million pieces :( having to wait for this to happen is killing me because I've had one before and know how painful it is. Just want this to be over :(