Selfish

I'm pregnant.. but more than likely gonna miscarry since there's nothing in the sac. I find out for sure tomorrow. And after this me and my husband decided we weren't gonna try again. Buttttt my 5 year old was so super excited to be a big sister and now we aren't gonna give her that. Am I being selfish by depriving my daughter of a sibling.

We only wanted one and the whole trying thing came out of nowhere due to baby fever.. but now that this is happening I don't wanna try again. It's too heartbreaking.