Scared for tomorrow

Tomorrow I will be told whether or not my rapist will be expelled or suapended from his school. I don't attend that school and i never did. But 1 i thought other girla should be protected because it happened in a dorm room. 2. He should be held accountable.

Earlier this summer I tried to get an order of protection because he kept coming to my work. I lost. Ive also been told not to prosecute because lack of evidence and witnesses.

Im freaking out and i am so scared. I havent talked to anyone about tomorrow because i am still embarrassed and ashamed i lost the order of protection.

I dont know what i will do if they dont so anything to him