On July 3rd we found out we were expecting our first little jellybean. On July 9th I went to the hospital for some brownish blood and a little cramp ony left side. Found out on the 9th my pregnancy was ectopic. On July 12 (my 32nd birthday) I was given my first dose of methotrexate. On July 19th I was given my second dose. On the 23rd the hospital advised I was no longer in risk of rupture and advised for me to follow up with an OB. I went to my OB on Monday the 3rd of August I weds the 5th they sent me to the emergency room and on Thursday at 2am I was rushed into emergency surgery. The ectopic pregnancy ruptured and I was internally bleeding. They had to remove my tube on the left side and my doctor advised my right side is deformed so if I get pregnant again naturally it will 90% chance be another ectopic. My only hope now is <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and that is so expensive and something I don't think I can afford or save up for soon. I'm totally losing hope in being a mom and it's killing me 😥