Today my best friend is getting married. I choose not to attend because the venue is about 3 hours away in the hamptons. Anyone that knows the hamptons, knows traffic can be murder out there and I have been worried about the drive. The point is, she's getting married as we speak and I'm weeping here on the couch. At least she's wearing my veil- she said it's like I'm walking her down the aisle. She understands and wants the baby to be born today because "then we will really be soul mates." I'm just ready, I'm so ready.