I've been a little down lately. About a week ago I got hit with some serious depression and desire. I want to quit my job as an LPN go back to school online for my RN and be a sahm until my son (and hopefully I'm blessed with 2 more children someday) goes to school. I have a desire to be a Sunday school teacher also and these desires have hit me hard. Being a LPN I don't get many weekends off so going to church skips around. If I was to be a ss teacher I couldn't work at me job. And my husband and I have been TTC for over a year :(

But the worst part is I can just quit my job and follow my desires that I feel God has placed in my heart. My husband is currently looking for a high paying job that will allow me to do this but right now if I was to just up and quit.... We would lose everything his small income wouldn't even pay our house payment. I know there is assistance and maybe if I quit my job I'd qualify but I just want to know that I know that I know these desires are Gods will for my life and I can't think of a better way to find out then 2 or more gathering in prayer for God to make a way. :)