DH and I are in our 30's & been ttc for over 3 years. My sister in law just got engaged and announced her wedding month. It will take place across the country and I will be a bride's maid.

I just realized we shouldn't ttc for at least a few months. So that if I do get pregnant I'll be allowed to fly still.

I just hate missing any opportunities to try.

I keep thinking what if one of these months of us not trying would have be when we would finally have be successful?

It is dumb I know.

Heck we could still try and probably won't happen anyway.

Just feel like that would be irresponsible.

I just don't wanna wait anymore. :(

Ok selfish tantrum over & back to adulthood.

Lol thanx for letting me vent.

All done. :)