Dear Dad,

I messed up and I don't know what to do. It all started in July when I got my email of approval for the education program at university. Yesterday i got a phone call from university. It was the admissions desk saying how excited they were for me to come out this semester and letting me know some thing's before I showed up next week. I was concerned because I wasn't signed up for classes so they transferred me to the registrar's office. When i explained to her they I was on academic probation because of classes last year, she told me she works talk to the guy in charge and have him email me. After coughing my concern of email not being the best way to get in though

Touch because our wifi is bad, she told me to get in the habit of checking my email. So I did. I had recurved an email saying they were not accepting me into the program anymore... They sent that email Wednesday... Let me explain what happened... Fall 2014 semester I was trying to figure out what I was doing and with working late, I always missed the deadlines... In Spring 2015, I understood what I was getting into, but with church and unintended full-time work, school slipped through the cracks again... The two classes I was taking this summer were supposed to set me up to take a couple classes this fall, but work, church, and (regretfully) Netflix for in the way and I kept forgetting. When I would go back to make it up, the assignment was already closed... Now I'm stuck. You left for Alaska today. Haley, Mrs. Michelle, and Bro. Robert are preparing to drive me across the country to school. I'm asking and don't know what to do! Or what I'm going to do now... I can appeal before the school with my side, but I don't they will give me have again... I'm scared! I'm ashamed.... I let you down AGAIN! I'm a failure for a daughter... I'm sorry!

Do you know how hard it is to tell you this, knowing I'll let you down again. The last year had been nothing but disappointment for you from me... Im so sorry daddy... I hope you forgive me and I'll pay you back the $6000 for the lost year of school... I know if will take me forever to gain your trust back, but I still want to be a teacher. If the soak doesn't work, I'm going to ask Bro. John if I can continue working at the daycare. I'll pay you back and start school again in January... I REALLY hope you forgive me daddy...