Working myself up...😕

Mama of 4 🤵👱🏼‍♀️💁🏼‍♂️🙋🏼‍♂️
I'm pregnant again but last cycle I had a chemical and now that's all I can think about - it's literally on my mind all day!! I'm doing tests everyday more than once a day (have lots of cheapies)...I know either way there's nothing I can do about it but really can't help it! I feel like I'm going insane lol!! Has anyone also been or going through this? Or am I the only one losing it haha.